Monday, December 6, 2010

Struggling.... Soon to be on track!


Hey Folks,
Its ya girl Minnifee here! Yes it has been a loooonnngg while since I have been on here but I felt that I had nothing to write as once again I am in a funk....

SO in my last post I was all hyped about the wedding in Jamaica for my boy Danny Brooks and his beautiful bride Tahani...10-10-10


Mr and Mrs Danny Brooks

I was so excited to go and show off my dress ( which I looked amazing in by the way) and I had a wonderful time with my girl Vanessa.

So before I left to Jamaica I told Aaron that I needed a break. I was waking up at 4:15am heading to the gym for 5am. I work from 9-5pm then head to the pool to watch my daughter practice till 630pm. I was TIRED!

So it is now DEC 6th and I haven't done A THING...

Treats are being brought to work constantly, I buying lunch instead of making it, and I stopped WEIGHT WATCHERS as I missed a few weeks due to swim meets and commitments. So hence the reason why I am STRUGGLING.............

I am trying to get back on the band wagon and trying to wake up and start my INSANITY DVD, but after doing it 2 times, I always find an excuse to get out of it.

So I am feeling FAT, LAZY and have no motivation as yet. Work is more hectic than ever as many of my clients have now begun to go into crisis which will lead me to walk past the lunch room ( that is beside my office by the way) and check out what is on the table now.

I am not feeling great in my clothes, even though they are still fitting ( thank God). You know when you feel comfortable and sexy in all you wear??? Ya I have somewhat lost that feeling at the moment. I am determined to get motivated to get started again...TOMORROW sounds good! FOR REAL, I am going to try!

SO I will be back to Aaron in January.....He Misses me I know...LOL so thanks to everyone that have been waiting to get the update, but not much to report! For sure the next one will be positive I PROMISE! So here are some pics of JAMAICA OCT 2010. Enjoy!





My girl Vanessa!

DUNNS RIVER FALLS! WATA COLD! SHREK AND MAURICE (Good friends)- OCHIE MASSIVE LARGE UP!
Simone and Nanalie Marvin and Kevin (Good Old Friends)

2 comments:

  1. Love the photos Tracy! Your struggle is refinement and is confirming your desire. Take baby steps (water when you wake up, do a food journal and express how you are and what you are doing when you are eating, buy a turkey while they're cheap hehe....) and know you have support...all you gotta do is ask ;)

    Elisa Sterling-Cowan

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  2. Hey Cuz the pictures look great! I am glad you had a good time! Look Weight Watchers just revamped the entire program GO BACK THIS WEEKEND! And why you waiting until Jan to see Aaron? I promised myself I would not be a January person! Go now! Even if you just do the treadmill. I am preaching to you and to me! I just began a 30 day 30 minute a day challenge I am going to recommend the facebook page to you and the other one Black Women Do Workout! Just jump back in! The snacking at work just be proactive now on WW fruits and veggies are 0 points. Plan ahead! I know it’s a lot of work but you can do it!!! Post more often thats what I am doing to keep myself focused and accountable! Love ya Cuz!!!

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